its moment like this that i am glad i am turning 30

when i turned 29 last nov, i couldnt believe i will be 30 soon. i seriously do not know how to react to this "significant" event. would i love it or would i hate it??

something happened yesterday that made me look forward to turning 30.

my colleague, j (pic, above), was havin a hard time w a pretty irritating vendor known as "de mole". j was really irritated and bothered by de mole's behaviour and so on. while she rattled off abt de mole, i was actually smiling and laughin. de first tot is I SO GLAD I AM NOT 26. i am not laughin at j. rather i am happy that i dun have to go through what she is experiencing.

its a been-there-done-that situation. to be honest, i seriously dun want to live that age or any other age again! i am mean, coward, selfish, emotional blah blah blah. as i think back, gosh i am jus pure evilness.

now as i am turning 30, there is that level of confidence which i did not get when i was 16, 21 or 26. its something that jus grow beautifully as one aged. this level of confidence stops me from being a mean, cowardly, selfish person.

so 30, here i come ...