why is it that ...

i can advise others to think positively yet i cun do de same for myself? why is it that i am so hard on myself?? how is it possible for people to trust me yet i cun trust myself?

i am grateful and touched that my friends and colleagues trusted me w their tots and opinions. they confide in me, knowing that if i cun give them advice, i would provide de listening ear.

i have no friggin clue where i suddenly in depression mode. ideas got rejected at work. have not started running. wishing for more time for oink.

i now look forward to next tue. aggy wee is comin back. i need hugs ...